Mademoiselle


CinDy
22
11th January 1985
cApRicOrN
a1_likearose@hotmail.com

loVes | hAtEs

[:: LoVes ::]

fReedOm
tAnniNg
tAking fOtoS
aNimaLs (bUt scAre to gEt nEar thEm)
tO bE nEat
sHopPing
sTrawberrY
cHocoLateS
mUmmY's cOoked fOoD
sLeePing

[:: dEstEsts ::]

hyPocRiteS
bAcksTabbErs
cOckroachEs
uNtiDnesS
ppLe tO cOntrOl mE



deSiRes

+iPod miNi - [LimE gReeN]
+riPpLes sLippErs - [pInk]
+fOx deNim skIrt
+hAndbAg - [whIte]
+biKiNi - [gReEn bLue]
+oUtfittEr girL baG - [bRoWn]
+aDidAs cAp
+littLe mAtch girL bAg - [white]
+nOkiA E65
+nOkiA N80
+aDidas jAcket
+iPod nAno - [bLack]
+cAnon iXus 60
+tRip tO jApan
+tRip tO kOrea
+aNnA sUi mAke-uP
+tOps frm tOpshop
+bAg frM rIcks - bLack
+jEans
+bLusher bRush frm bOdysHop
+beLt - [rEd]

cHerisH

[:: BabEs ::]

*aYu
*azLin
*cHer
*chLoe
*deBBie
*eiLeeN
*eUniCe
*feLiCiA
*fiDa
*geRaLdiNe
*gErmAine
*hUi sHaN
*mIcheLLe
*mInG zHen
*mIn yI
*seReNe
*sIow LiAn
*SIT cLub
*tAmMy
*t'rEsA
*tIngZ
*xInyI
*yAna
*yVonnE

[:: hUnKs ::]

*aLiff
*aRt
*dInEe
*gAry
*haLiF
*jAs
*meLviN


wHisPers




reminiscence

November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
June 2005
August 2005
October 2005
November 2005
February 2006
March 2006
July 2006
August 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
April 2007


Saturday, March 19, 2005
=-= eArLy mOrnIng =-=

woke up aT 10 pLus in e morNing...actualli wanna gO skOoL do pRoj bUt enD up...skOoL no cOm sO sTay aT hOme n pLay gAme lo...hEez...dEn xInyi call me aSk me caLL heR fonE cOnfeRence...gT me...xInyi n tt laO yE ye...wEre diScussing wheTher wanna gO out...cAme oUt wif sO mani pLaces to gO bUt end uP cHose mOvie cOz e cHeapEst oF aLL...hAiz...every1 bRoke liaO le...afTer sO mUch oF "arguement" oVer whIch mOvie tO waTch...fInaLLy!!! dEcide to wAtch rObOts...

=-= mEet uP aT pS =-=

meEt ard 3 pLus bUt enD up mE n laO ye ye late den aSk buddy n xInyi gO aHead to buy e tix 1st...wa laO...bOught 7 pm shOw summoRe iS lk seaTed tWO by tWo sia...dOhz aR...{ tIme cHeck : fEw mInuTes gOing 5 }...oH mine...gOnna dO waT sia...sO wE went dOwn orChard...gO far eaSt...xInyi get hEr I/C foTo dOne...bUddy n lao ah pEk hUngry so wEnt makan cHicken riCe...hMm...deliciOus...dEn ah peK aTe 2 n 1/2 bOwl oF rIce lo...bUt seRiouSly...i reaLLi 'pei fU' guyS lo...cAn eaT sO muCh...n wOnt geT faT easiLy...wHerelse gErs eaT abiT cFm put on wEight sia...diE le...i tHink puTting on mOre weight...mUz "jIan fei" le lar...aRgssS...aFter makan...me n xInyi wenT topshop while buddy n ah pek headed to pS 1st...tt tiMe aT topshop saw tis orange top nT bad...so i wEnt to c n try on...kAoz...all big sIze siA...tErribLe...gt e shOp person to check fOr us whether sUntec outleT gt maH...hEng ar...stil gt e size we wanted so ask tt person to reserve for us lo...

=-= mOvie tiMe =-=

wE quickLy rUsh down by mrt to ps...dun wan to miss e front part lar...lucky uS...e movie juz start in time...me n xinyi sat together den buddy n ah pek sat e other side...

***** rOboTs *****

Academy Award® winning director Chris Wedge ("Bunny," "Ice Age") brings his innovative filmmaking magic to ROBOTS, taking the animated feature film genre to a new, exciting level.

For the first time ever, an animated feature presents a unique, totally imagined world – a wondrously clanky universe populated solely by mechanical beings. And never has a cast of this caliber -- encompassing no less than five Oscar® winners, as well as Emmy® and Tony® honorees -- been brought together for an animated feature. In the film you'll meet memorable 'bots Rodney Copperbottom (Ewan McGregor), a young genius inventor who dreams of making the world a better place; Cappy (Halle Berry), a beautiful executive 'bot with whom Rodney is instantly smitten; the nefarious corporate tyrant Ratchet (Greg Kinnear) who locks horns with Rodney; Bigweld (Mel Brooks), a master inventor who has lost his way; and a group of misfit 'bots known as the Rusties, led by Fender (Robin Williams) and Piper Pinwheeler (Amanda Bynes).

wOOz...tiS shOW iS nIcE...wORth waTching!!! i lk e paRt wHeRe e rObOts dAnce bRitnEy sPearS's 'bAby gIf mE 1 mOre time'...sO fUnNi...aFter sHow mEt feL n kar aNn...wEre rUshing dowN to sUntEc to gEt oUr toPs...dEn bUddy...ah pEk...feL...kAr ann heaDed to sUm nEarby caFe to makan while me n xinyI heAded fOr hOme...wAs tIred le...


Friday, March 18, 2005
=-= i sAw hIm!!! =-=

aRgssS...waS sO siAn...dRaggiNg mYseLf tO skOoL oN a fRi aFternOon...gT leSson fRm 3 to 5 lo...wRong timing aLways de...ppLe aLL gO home i jUz cAme sKooL...aFter leSson aT 5 wEnt ovEr to cLub rm...dEn tt hUishan wEnt oFf aT 3 pLus le...aLamak...tot cAn gO out sIa...leFt me...wEndy n buddY there...wAs hungry sO went South cAnteen tO grab suMthing...'dA bAo' fOod n dRink bAck to cLub rm...mE n buddy sat outSide e cLub n i wAs aBt to enjOy my fOod...sUddenly...tIs cOupLe oPen e lvL 6 dOor dEn turn rIght hEading to SdN cLub rm...wOoz...gUess wHu tt??? iS hIm n hiS dar...hE saW me...i swear tt hE sAw mE lo...bUt i quickly juZ tUrn aWay n eAt my fOod...tHey waLk tO e sHaded aRea...standing there watching ppLe plaY bbaLL...aiyo...of all place stand there...aHaha...den bUddy sae sumthiNg...but i forgt wat he saE le...bUt aftEraLL e feeLing wOnt b gD cOZ c thEm stAnding tHere tOgether...so jUz continuE enJoying mY foOd...we pLay...eaT n sLack aT e cLub rm den wEnt hOme aRd 7 pLus...


Tuesday, March 08, 2005
=-= i wAs sO aNgry =-=

tOdae aCtualli no skOoL de...bUt sHan ask mE go skooL...sHe neEd to gO choSe heR specilisatiOn tRack...sUppOse to mEet hEr aT 1 bUt eNd uP laTe...sHe aLso laTe leH...wEnt makan aT sOuth canteen...den went lvl 5 laB fiNd laO yE ye...sAw hIm aGain le...tOdae he in sPecs n wEaring a cap...sHan they all dOing theIr prOj aT e laB...hAiz...i vEri boRed...den laTer accomPany sHan gO aRcade withDraw $...tHese r nt e rEasons coz me to b angRy...tOdae tt laO yE ye make mE reaLLi pIsS ofF lo...toDae pLaying at e cLub rm...tt aRt n eriC makE me lo...deN i suddEnly hEard tt lAo ye ye laUghing...sO i wEnt tO puLL hIs hAir...hE juZ tUrn n sTare aT mE...

** oOps...i nOe...sORri lo...i puLL uR haiR...bUt hEy dUn nEed tO giF tt kInd oF sTare...i hAte iT!!! n tt reaLLi pIss me oFf k...i nOe hE is sTress uP...wIf hIs wOrk...ever sInce hE is e VP wORkloAd hAd beCum mOre...bUt sO wAt...biG dEal aBt it??? He tHink he is e onli pErson wHu is sTress uP...a onLi persOn wif loTs of wOrkloAd meH??? i tHrow e cHoPsTicks doWn...tOok my tHings n walk oUt of cLub rM...i wAs sO pIss off lo...iS nT tt i gEt aNgry eaSily oR i m "xIao qi"...fOr e pAst fEw dAes...i hAd bOttled uP aLL mY sTress n my sAdnesS...unTiL tOdae i canT sTand le...i thinking...hE sTress den he gt e rIght to giF ppLe aTtitude lo...kAoz...tOdae aT laB i caLL hIm aLot of time...dEn he dun eVen bother to reply me...since he dun wan to repLy den dun repLy lo...canT b boTher...he whole dae gif tt kiNd of fAce...nt onLi todAe...moSt of e time alsO lk tt...aRgs...ppLe gD moOd c le aLso bEcum bAd mOod lo... **

=-= i cRy le =-=

i waLk out of e club rm dEn waiTed fOr e liFt...sHan cHase aFter me... wE enter e liFt...i cAnt heLp iT...my tEars jUz kePt rowing dOwn...i cUm out of e liFt dEn walk tO lockeR tO tAke my bOok...i tRied to wipe awAy mY tEars buT iT iS kEpt cumiNg out...sHan walK me to e TFA den she wEnt back club rm to take heR stuff cOz she aLso going hOme...actualli i tot of goiNg home dEn end up i wEnt to meeT dEbbie they aLL aT amK...oN e waY to aMk...i m sTil cRying...i jUz cAnt cOntroL it...e rEason y i cRy...iS nt cOz of laO ye yE mattEr...

** 1St tiMe eVer i cRy in skOoL lo...i cRy cOz i juZ fEeL i caNt tAKe it aNymOre...mY sTress n mY sAdneSs...juZ nEed to reLease tHem aLL...laO yE ye sTresS or mOod nT gd evEry1 aLso nOe...bUt did aNy1 nOe of mY pAin n sOrrOw...u gUys cAn jUz simPly ask me tO forGet or gIf up oN hIm...thInk posiTively...bUt did u gUys eVer nOe...iZzit sO easY for mE to fOrget hiM..i lk him sInce yR 1...til nW...aLmosT 2 yrs le...reaLLi hard for me tO do so...mY mInd teLLs mE tO gIf uP bUt mY hEart wOn't leT mE...evErydAe i wiL trY my bEst to maKe myseLf nt tO think of it sO i wil b haPpi...makiNg myseLf smile n laugh...nO1 eVer nOes & nO1 eVer uNdersTand...neVer eVer...maYb u guys wil tHink tt i m sTupiD or wAt...wHen e dAes cUm n u R in mY situation...u wil noe le... **


Monday, March 07, 2005
=-= sTart sKooL aT 1 =-=

woOz...cooL todae sTart sKooL aT 1...nO hCi leCture n OS pRact...aLL e-LessOn...haPpi...dUn nEed to waKe uP so earLy lo...wEnt skOol fOr jap leSson dEn sKip J2ee leCture...oOpz...hEez... ;p...wEnt to pRint mY eXam timEtabLe...dEn gO ovEr to bOoksHop n bUy hCi nOteS...whiLe waiTing...i saw sum1...it'S hIm...aT 1sT din C hIm de...cOz gt tis gUy bLock me...iS onLi when he tuRn bAck n look in oUr directIon...dEn i sAw hIm...n hE saW uS tOo..."hEng"...nT rAn inTo hIm fAce tO fAce...iF nT i aLso dunNo wAt tO dO liao lo...at 4 gt hCi tEst...aFter test even boring...gT to hear tt "bOng" naG agAin...nvM...fEw moRe wKs laTer i wOnt c him le...after lessOn wEnt maKan wiF sHan thEy aLL den wEnt hOme...


Sunday, March 06, 2005
=-= b4 gOing cLubbIng =-=

yEsterdAe wEnt sHan wOrkpLace tO tAke hEr "baRang" b4 i mEet xInyi @ aNgie pLace aT 6...pUt ouR "baRang" thEre cOz aFter cLubbing goiNg oVer tO hEr pLace...dEn tOt aNgie gOing dOwn wIf us bUt she sAe shE jOin uS laTer lo...cOz she hAven gEt rEady...sUmmoRe sTil iN hEr sLeepinG wEar...sO we wEnt down to orchaRd to meEt eRIc tHey aLL...dEn wE hAve ouR diNner aT cIne Fj...mAkan cHicken rIce...dEn took sHuttle bus tO gReat wOrld tO fInd sHan...at 1st tot she eNd wOrk aT 9.30 bUt wHu noes she sAe 10...coZ sHibuya having 50% saLes maH...sO e gUys wEnt dOwn zOuk 1sT lo...wE gErs waiT for hEr...

=-= aT zOuk =-=

afTer shan eNd wOrk...we jOin e gUys aT zOuk...eRm dEn there nT aLot of ppLe lo...e mUsic theRe aLso nT vEri nIce aR...bORing...Den thEy dEcide wAn to gO cHinAbLack...sO tOok a caB down cOz veri nEar onLi...

=-= aT cHinabLack =-=

yEsterdAe bLack queue nT vEri long...bUt insIde stiL aLot oF ppLe lo...mUsic nIcer den zOuk lo...wOoz...dEn i sAw nYp xiAo cAo, kEvin...dAnce fLoor wAs cRowded wif ppLe...aLL of uS jOin iN dAncing...den tIred le gO n hv sUm dRink...drank abit bLoody maRy...vOdka...beeR...ahaha...bUt seriOusly i aLso dUnno wAt i dRinking bUt i juz dRank it lo...den wE hV tequiLa sHot aLso...tAste abiT lk pLain waTer...waH...aFter i dRank tt...i sUddenly feel i m fLoating...continUe dAncing...

** hAiz...sUddenLy tHink of hIm aGain...cOz is hIm e 1 whU gt mE dRank aT my bDae paRty dEn "haI wo" vOmitted 2x lo...i cAnt heLp it..aRghs...den suddenly feeL kInd of lOst n saD aGain...his fAce juz keep appearing in mY mInd...aLamak...i kNew iS jUz vEri dIfficUlt to gEt him out of my mInd n trEat him jUz lk a fRen...hW hw??? **

1/2 way aNgie wAs dranK le...den nt vEri sTable...sO aRt bRing heR dOwn to gEt sUm fResh air...e rEst contiNue daNcing...dancing 1/2 way den gt tIs gUy bEside uS keeP looKing aT me...i feeL sO awkwaRd lo...n i tOld xInyi aBt it...xInyi aLso sAw hIm tUrning looKing aT oUr dIrection...i sAw hiM n hIs fRenz whIspering dEn lOok aT uS...i gT abiT sCare bUt "hEng" tHey waLk oFf le...wE leAve bLack aRd 5 den tOok cAb to aNgie pLaCe...

=-= @ aNgie hSe =-=

gEt a bAth n maKan cAke dEn me n sHan wEnt to sLeep in angie bEd while xInyi, eRic n BensOn hEad fOr hOme...wE wOke uP aT 10 dEn me heAd for hOme whiLe sHan hEaded fOr wOrk...

** p.s : tHankz gUys fOr taKing cAre of uS wHen wE r drAnk...**


Friday, March 04, 2005
=-= laTe fOr OS =-=

aiyO...tODae onLi gT 2 leSsonS...OS n SE...sIan aR...sTart aT 3...dun feeL lk cUming lo...ppLe go hOme aT 3...wE cAme skool at 3...siAo liao...end uP i laTe foR OS...sO decidE nt tO gO lo...wEnt cLub rM heLp sHan tAke e VB cD...laO ye ye n heLmi weRe insIde...1St thing i wEnt in...i saW sUmthing tt i nT suPpOse to c oN e tAble...ahahha...laO ye ye...u shLd noe waT i refeR to lo...

=-= SE leSson =-=

ahaha...tOdae SE lesson waS fUn...every1 in e kLazz was lk in jOking mooD...eVen e tEacher also lo...tOdae wE need to coPy doWn lots of things...dEn aS wE copy...lOts of fUnni cOnversAtion beTween oUr kLazz lAme kIng hOng yUan(hAO xUe sHeng) n joannE...den e teachEr tHink tt our kLazz reLationship vEri gD...cAn lk tOk anything de lo...bUt i think is onLi on sUrfaCe lar...e fUnni paRt todae waS...

mR cHeung : nW i noe whu is e gD students in kLazz...they R those sEated in frOnt (refer to sAiedah, yvoNne n gLory) becOz they dun tOk aLot lk u gUys do...
joanne : nO...tEacher...we sHld b oUt-spOken...iF nt y spoRe gT tIs spEaking cOrner...iS meant fOr uS to sAe waT we feeL lk saying...
mr cHeung : sPeakinG cOrnEr??? y wOuLd u gUys wAn to tOk at a cOrner...
jOanne : teacher...coLd jOke sIa...

aT tis momeNt...i feLt sO -_-''' lo...kAoz...sO lame!!! sI beI coLd lo...1St time i c teacher so lame sia...wAs laughing thRu oUt e leSson...reaLLi gt a gReat dae in sKool...


Thursday, March 03, 2005
=-= aNother bOrinG dAe iN sKooL =-=

haiZ...oNce aGain aNother bOring dae in sKooL lo...feeLing mUch beTter dEn yEsterdAe...wAs lk rUshing pRojecT...daMn stRess sIa...J2ee pRoject...i reaLLi waN to cRy le...c aLL tHOse cOdes...aRghs...tIS whoLe wK nT gD aT aLL lo...nOthing mUch haPpen iN sKool tOdae...sHan bOught cAm dEn wE tOok sUm fOtos...

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.: tWo swEetIe pIes...aHaha :.

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.: mE n nErdy xInyI :.

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.: 2 pRetti baBes n 1 nErdy bAbe :.

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.: wOoz...gUesS wHu's bUtt R tHosE??? :.


Wednesday, March 02, 2005
=-= mOody dAe in sKooL =-=

hAiz...went to skOol aS usUaL lo...whoLe daE mOod wasNt gD laR...dIn sLeep weLL laSt nIte...feeLing tIred n reStLess...my baBes sHld nOe y i mOod nT tt gD laR...wAs sUrprIsed bY waT i tOld u aLL riGht??? i dIn expEct sO sOon...feeLing loSt n sAd...hAiz...but eVerything iS finaL le...wAT cAn i saE...i jUz gt to gif up...i juz gT to bLame myseLf lo...sO maNi cHances gIven to me...is juz tt i dun cherIsh...aLways "ai mai ai maI"...shan they aLL alwAys teLL me...

sHan n bAbEs : "laTer 1 dAe aNotHer gErs tAke hIm aWay dEn u nOe..."

wAt u gUys sAe reaLLi cUm tRue le...maYb iS juz fAted lo...we "yOu yUan" bUt "wU fen"...mayb hE is nT tt gUy i sEarching foR lo...dId alOt of tHiNking lo...shLd cUm to aN eNd le...i aLso tIred aLL tiS whiLe...hOpe i cAn jUz geT ovEr him lo...

=-= ceLebratIng aNgie bDae oUtside cLub rM =-=

dIn noe todae aNgie bDae lo...uNtil i wEnt up to cLub rm...dEn they bOught cAke n wAnted to gif her suRprise...wE also hv cAke smashing sesSion...ahaha...but aNgie n aRt kAna caKe on e fAce...hohoho...e reSt wAs hiDing in e cLub rm to pRevent kana smaSh...

=-= maKan dInnEr aT bIshan =-=

wEnt bishAn maKan lOng jOhn wIf wEndy da jie...laO ye yE n fiDa...wah...lOng jOhn silVer rEalli veri smaLL n cramp lo...sO littLe seaTs nIa...terrible...i oRder comBo 1...den e cHicken sO small piEce lo...kAoz...luckiLy i orDer saLad...ar bO whEre wiL b fuLL...aFter mAkan den wEnt hOme waTch my 9 o'cLock sHow...